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Is everyone on here anti thin? I keep seeing all this crap like "you are mental disorder because you want to be thin" and "why dont those girls know they need help" and other such things.
Dont those assholes realize that their attitude DOES NOT HELP!? It makes me at least want to hide it. To pretend there is no problem.
Do I want any dinner? no I'm not hungry
Do you want to go out to breakfast? no I'd rather not
Here, have some of these handmade cookies... no thanks, I ate already.
Its just... They dont understand! They have this holier than thou attitude, this disgusting self righteousness. And I get the feeling its all coming from fat cows that are pissed off about pretty thin girls. I dont know... I never see the face behind the comments.
Of course its not a problem. I have no problem.
I dont feel ashamed after I down two pints of Ben and Jerrys in one sitting, right after a bag of Doritos and two cups of hot cocoa.
And you bet I make sure to eat the next day.
I dont hide in the bathroom every weekend.
2 hours at the gym every morning? Not I.
Why would anyone think I have a problem...
Dont those assholes realize that their attitude DOES NOT HELP!? It makes me at least want to hide it. To pretend there is no problem.
Do I want any dinner? no I'm not hungry
Do you want to go out to breakfast? no I'd rather not
Here, have some of these handmade cookies... no thanks, I ate already.
Its just... They dont understand! They have this holier than thou attitude, this disgusting self righteousness. And I get the feeling its all coming from fat cows that are pissed off about pretty thin girls. I dont know... I never see the face behind the comments.
Of course its not a problem. I have no problem.
I dont feel ashamed after I down two pints of Ben and Jerrys in one sitting, right after a bag of Doritos and two cups of hot cocoa.
And you bet I make sure to eat the next day.
I dont hide in the bathroom every weekend.
2 hours at the gym every morning? Not I.
Why would anyone think I have a problem...
More death
I watched my kitten die last summer. She was with me for a month. A friend of mine also lost someone special, her baby died this morning. He was not yet one month old. She also was with him when he took his last breath. I guess it was heart and lung problems. It was heartbreaking. I'm glad she has so many people who care about her, there were so many well wishing comments on her page. People in her extended family were giving condolences.
But after I spent a while being sad for her, I started getting down on myself because I don't have people like that. Oh your cat died? Man up. Grow up. Its just a cat. You let your cat die. Cry me a river.
Road Tripping
The best way to wake up at 7am is by the screaming of a kitten.
Not.
My partner and our pets were on the second day of our return to the desert journey, and the car broke down on the highway. We've been stuck in this city for the last 3 days. Being homeless in a car is easy enough, and its kinda fun having to walk everywhere. Its a little more challenging to travel with a kitten and a german shepherd. Gotta think about feeding both of them, keeping them from escaping, where and how to let them shit and piss... But thats doable.
Last night Oreo got herself tangled in Maxs leash. He freaked the fuck out, and bit her face. We couldnt save her
Homelessness
November 2012, for a writing class
It's difficult to admit being homeless. Our culture has stigmatized it; our country has made it illegal. Why would anyone want to be homeless, or choose to live in a car? Certainly they must be loony. Surely an apartment is the better choice. Anything with four walls and a roof that slightly resembles a house will keep a person safe from police harassment.
People these days generally don't understand. If you're homeless, it's your fault. You're stupid, you're lazy, you're good for nothing, you're going nowhere and doing nothing with your life. Because the American dream is to own a house, own a car, have
Salvia Trip
6. October, 2012
*Just so you all know, salvia is legal in my state. I wrote this shortly after I came down, and I've edited it for clarity and grammar.*
This afternoon I tripped on salvia. I used a glass bong with ice inside. One big hit followed by a smaller one. I took a step away from the table and started talking a little bit about nothing, and stared off into the distance, and in an instant I was gone. When I returned, I was still talking gibberish and I was sitting on the porch, beside the support post.
The trip itself was very colorful. I was in another world. There was someone speaking to me, trying to get me to follow him into
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My goodness how paranoid. Not everyone that is heavy is pissed at thin girls... And beauty really is in the eye of the beholder. Honey get it together. Don't be a hater like the dragon. Love yourself for what you truly are inside and out. Inside is just as important, actually more important. You can have a beautiful sexy exterior and really suck in the inside.